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Published:June 26th, 2007 02:04 EST
low mental disposition,  Part 2

low mental disposition, Part 2

By Manish Lamichhane

I have lost my sense, I feel like crack

 

I have fallen on a new track

 

My smiles have already flown far away

 

I find myself lying, crying, being depressed

 

Heart thunders with lots of fear

 

There is no one to save me, dear

 

 

 

My happiness has sifted its room away

 

I’ll just be angry with my own people

 

I like dark where I find my friend star

 

My blood stopped moving, heart stopped pumping

 

I feel like I am losing, just losing

 

I find my self lying, crying, being depressed

 

 

 

Dad, I am gone very far, I see only dark

 

I cannot carry your hope, I am so tired

 

Mom, do not expect anymore, I am vanished

 

I have no courage to fulfill your sweet dream

 

Brother, stop rescuing me, I am already fallen

 

Your repute is already too down on my name

 

 

 

I have everything, I feel empty-ness

 

My ears are silent, my tongue is motionless

 

Only thing that works is my eyes, rolling tears

 

And my heart, which is so feared

 

 

 

I am tired of running for light, brother

 

No more power you shall find

 

Please dear, you should take care of mother

 

No more hand you find to catch around

 

Be power full, to carry my new dream

 

Be strong to lift our new hopes

 

But dear, something is changed  in us brother

 

I am so  tired... let  my  soul  rest

 

Responsible, you should  face.